Tuesday 30 August 2011

Feeling Guilty

So I posted my last entry and went and looked at the Blog.  I reread my last couple of posts and now I feel really bad about the bitter post I wrote.  Putting out negative energy only makes you feel worse so for the rest of the day I am on a "positive outcomes only" trip.  Plus, I just remembered that I need to pick up juiceboxes for Hubby's lunch tomorrow.  So Yay for Remembering Stuff!  Also, I lost my phone yesterday and I called the scholl where I was working yesterday and it's there!  So YAY for Finding Lost Stuff!  
Krista
P/S:  I think I like Capitalizing Random Things!!  Feeling better ;)

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Me!  I am not so good about doing things on a regular schedule.  Hence, why I always have a mountain of laundry that builds up and a to do list a mile long. 
In recent news, I went out for snacks and girl time last night and had a really good time.  That is, until I walked in my door at 9:30 and got the lecture from my husband about how I always put him last.  I don't really think that's true.  I rarely see my friends or go out and do fun things without him.  For some reason, he thinks going to work should count as my social time and all other time should be spent with him or doing things for him.  Actually, honey, when I'm at work, I'm working not having fun.  Not that I don't enjoy my job but it is just that:  a job.  Show me a woman who is satisfied only taking care of her house and her husband and I will show you a timebomb on the verge of explosion.  I don't know if it is my generations inherent selfishness or just a personal lack of motivation but I really hate cleaning.  I don't mind if things are messy.  Dirty and gross, however is a different story.  But if he hates the mess, why doesn't he pick it up?? 
Well, that's enough ranting for today.  I initially started this blog to be able to celebrate all those small moments that make life worth living, even when you are bogged down in deadlines and a mountain of laundry.  Hmm, today's glimmer of sparkle is....  I don't know, I'm having a tough time thinking of one.  The weather is miserable, I feel like my pants are too tight (even though I lost another 1.2 lbs at my weightwatchers meeting yesterday), I'm still not pregnant and I'm stuck at work feeling unfulfilled and bitter....
Ok, how about this upcoming weekend is a long one?  I can hold onto that dream for the rest of the week.  Oh and payday is tomorrow!  Always something to be grateful for, right?
Until next time, my friends!
Krista